Friday, March 11, 2005

The worm is turning...

Sometimes you have to put up with people that under normal circumstances you would not. Sometimes in order to keep the status quo in this god forsaken flea bitten excuse for a planet, you have to button the lip when you would normally have plenty to say. Sometimes you have to allow some people to blow their own trumpet...inflate themselves...confuse their ability with their capability. Sometimes you realise that by keeping your lip buttoned you perhaps are not doing yourself or anyone else any favours.

Sometimes the worm turns.

I'm in an interesting place at the moment, with interesting things happening to me, and around me. Pressure is being brought to bear...and when that happens you can quickly see the true colours shining through. Someone's colours have an opportunity to show right now, and it is with regret that I have nothing to report other than to say that those very same colours, are the ones I expected all along.

What a shame it is to find out you were right...so far.

But what to do about it hmm? Kick the house of cards and have it all tumble down? Trouble is, if it tumbles, it hurts everyone.

So this is what I will do. I will wait. I have a sneaking suspicion someone's colours will be their own undoing. I will leave every door to redemption open...I will control my own desires (and personality) and offer only opportunity. I want to be surprised. I want to be pleasently surprised. I will allow someone to be gloriuosly celebrated, or visciously condemned...and I will have nothing to do with either.

Let's wait and see how many chickens actually fucking hatch. I won't hold my fucking breath.

If that someone is reading this, then it's time you knew I have had your number for some time...and I'm watching.

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